Well...

Today is Mother's Day. A Day only for our Mothers to relax and to enjoy a Day without dong anything. The Kids gonna make breakfast, fulfill every wish she has and saying her that they love her.

Well.. Every Son and Daughter... except me....

I didn't prepared breakfast nor did I say that i love her nor that i fulfilled her wishes.... I fucked it up.... again....

She raises me up for like 14 Years now.... she helped me sooo much in so many Things.... and she was always there for me....

And I have nothing to do as to fuck her Birthday's and Mother Day's up..... I don't help her in preparing her birthday nor helping her with cooking.....

Nor do I really help her.... only what I can do is to yell and get pissed off if I have to do something for her....

I hurted her sooo many Times... yet I didn't learned from my Mistakes.....

Will I ever change? Will I ever realize what I did wrong?

Probably not...... I'm just like my Dad..... a fucking Asshole who gives a Shit about others and only yelling and getting pissed off.....

I believe I gonna be like this till the End of my Days.... I also bet that I gonna hurt my Girlfriend and my Friends.....



Happy Mother's Day.....